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the song of summer.. [24 Jun 2005|04:12pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | numb/encore- jayz && linkin park ] hmmm. so p.j. asked me out. =] && i am just like so super happy,, its so great. we went to the movies on wed. && kris came with me && it was alot of fun,, the movie sucked,, but it was fun. i kept like falling asleep on his shoulder. it was really nice. i felt very safe && secure in his arms,, which i havent felt in a long time. && then we were talking when i go home,, && he asked me out. =D i have been talking to him on the phone every night this week,, && falling asleep while on the phone. =) it makes me very happy,, talking to him. last night was ally's party,, i dansed for most of the time,, it was soo fun. i love the dress i wore. they played konstantine by something corporate && while everyone slowdanced,, ally && i acted out the words to the song. i ended up in tears after that song,, just because that is such a beautiful song. && everyone was like "jenn,, whats wrong?" && im all like "nothing." but of course,, hardly anyone believed me. but whatever. im happy. uhmm i dont think there is much to say. well yeaah.. =D <3 jenn faded away

wishing to be the friction in your jeans.. [21 Jun 2005|09:17am] [ mood | special<3 ] [ music | sugar we're going down- fall out boy ] last night was soo fun. i went to lindzies softball game at around 5 30 && hung out there with ally until around 7 00. which was fun. alott of funn.. && then, i met kris at the mall. we had alott of fun. i bought two new skirts && shirts,, which made me happy. we walked around for a super long time. well two && a half hours. but,, there was hardly anyone in the mall.. so it kind of suckedd. we went to ikea && got ice cream. && then got taco bell. && then we shared a smoothie. we walked around some more,, && kris decided she wanted bubble gum. so then,, we sat outside for a little bit. && nana picked us upp.. after that,, i talked to p.j. online for a little bit && then i called him. we talked for about three hours before i fell asleep on the phone. he was so sweet. it made me very happy. he kept saying how he loved hearing my voice && just being sweet. (<333!!!!) we had the most random conversations,, which i like.. cos i just went on talking about anything && everything. it kind of reminding me of the conversations i have with ally.. except he was actually listening to me ramble on. soo that was fun.. i got up at around 9 00 this morning because of pugsly.. soo tiredd. i have my first day of work today. eekk.. ♥_jenn faded away

i'm feeling used again,, is this how i'm supposed to feel? [19 Jun 2005|02:18pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | chance. luck. fate. destiny.-perfect endings ] kay so, school is out. which rocks major. so far, the three days of summer have been really fun. friday i had a pool party. && it was sooo fun. my cousin was there. haha. CRUNK much? anyway,, so it was a bunch of fun. yesterday i went to see perfect endings in merrick. wheee. amazing show. it was really sucky in the begginning so we walked to starbucks && then at around 9 00, kris' mom picked us up cos we were kind of boredd && we got mcdonalds. && then went back to see perfect endings who played an amazing set.<3!!1!! today is fathers day. i went to church this morning. aunt ruth came with us. we went to uncle bill's gravesite. =/ it was soo sadd. this tuesday they would have been married for forty one years. there is a new boy that i think i might just like. but i dont know... me && my crushes. whatever. i'm happy. there are a few assholes who try to piss me off,, but they aren't trying very hard apparently. whee. summer. ♥ _ jennn 1 [x] faded away

[13 Jun 2005|06:19pm] [ mood | mellow ] [ music | foreign language- anberlin ] today i went to the city, empire state building. scary shit, yo. lots of great picture opputunities<3 1 [x] faded away

&& when you let go,, you'll know.. [11 Jun 2005|12:42pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | last goodbye- the half jeffersons ] so uncle bill did die,, may 28th 2005. =[ i did the eulogy at his funeral,, it was all so very sad. it still is. aunt ruth is not the same,, she most likely will not be the same for a long time. yesterday,, i got dumpedd.. i am not okay. i cried in school. i cried when i got home. && i cried at calvary. i cried to just about anyone there was to cry to. i dont get it,, i was in shock,, && i still am,, over the whole thing.. how can you tell somebody how much you love them and that they are you world,, and go and break their heart because you suddenly "feel no chemistry" with them? i am crying now as i write this. does he have no idea of just how much i love him? that must be it. i cried myself to sleep last night,, just looking at the picture of us on my bedside. why do i always fall for the boys who really dont fall for me? my dad tried to comfort me after school && so did my mom. at calvary,, i ended up alone listening to this really great band that no one else wanted to listen to.. the half jeffersons<3 && i was crying. the lyrics they sang with so beautiful.. it was amazing. they all reminded me of danny in some way. i was kind of glad none of my friends saw my cry. well yeaah.. <3 jenn 1 [x] faded away

you can take my breath away<3 [22 May 2005|10:04am] [ mood | nostalgic ] [ music | I've Got a Dark Alley && a Bad Idea- Fall Out Boy ] cuti && i.. hahahhahaha uncle bill is in the hospital still && he is really not going to make it.. it is so sad, seeing aunt ruth so torn up && so removed. uncle bill was truly a wonderful person && i am sure he will be remembered by everyone in his healthier state.. i have to write something about him for the funeral.. it is all so sad.. friday i went to the mall && saw kicking && screaming with ally && kris.. it was alott of fun.. ally slept over after && we went to bed at around 6:30.. we met lindze yesterday at two brothers && then walked to her brothers baseball game from there.. after that, we hung out at the playground for a while.. which was alott of fun.. && then lindze && ally came back to my house && we had a blast doing eachothers hair && making videos.. i lightened my hair a tad bit, ally had half of a mohawk, && lindze had curls.. it was alott of fun.. <3 today i am going to get my dress for the danse, which is thursday.. =] <3 faded away

take me back to square one<3 [15 May 2005|01:36pm] [ mood | indescribable ] [ music | hellogoodbye- dear jamie.. sincerely me ] i redid this whole thing && deleted all of my entries cos you know, i'm cool like that. this weekend has been alot of fun. friday i went to the mall && had a blast. saturday i went to alot of places && hung around with some cool kids. uncle bill is in the hospital, they are saying he might not make it out.. ohh, i hope. <3 tonight, well soon, i have my confirmation && then the party. fun. fun. fun. ♥ faded away

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